This is another icon I made in Paint while I was bored...
For most people, it probably doesn't make much sense, but to me it makes perfect sense. So, I'm going to clarify my thought process a bit:
When most people I know are absolutely heart broken, they show it by being sad. I'm the same way when it's a little heart break. However, when I'm absolutely heart broken, and inside I can hardly function, I'm happy on the outside.
The reason I do this is because I don't want the people closest to me to be as sad as I am. So, even if you caused my pain, I'm usually going to just smile and act like everything is okay instead of acting sad and dragging everyone down with me.
Thus is my thought process. I'm not sure if it makes sense to anyone else. -^_^-